IN GRIEF.

I haven't blogged for quite sometime, ANTIGONE. I'm so depressed this past few days. I stared at my monitor not knowing what to write on my blog & how to respond to all my colleague about what happened to my "scholarship". I've lost it. I dunno where it went. I was full of passion on studies but i dunno what happened. I was really lost in a jungle. Right now i'm actually at my desk & at this critical moment ( I can't give good advice like my previous blog entitled "ON BEING A DEAN'S LISTER", just because i'm not on the list anymore..) It was really a "NIGHTMARE" a "LUCID DREAM" for me. I asked myself why, what ive done? But "NEVER" I asked/questionned God bout it. I've learned many things. But for me d slogan of "STUDY HARD" still worth it. Once ive included or as i mentioned on my previous blog about all the expectations from parents, to myself those are d things ive thinking off all over again. But all things happens for a reason. At first, it was really hard for me to accept what happened, consumed alot of hardships & hardworks just to hav my name still on the list but still it doesn't appear anymore on the list.


But I'll make it up this semester! in God's will:) Thanks to all of u guys who supported me in times of trouble.

Esp. all my "COMRADES".

Family & Friends.
Jeelet
Jayson
Mika
Grace
Ronalyn
Berren
Angels & Devils

*all of my friends out there. love u guys! muamua:)